now you could of said that it was this day when we ended
but the silence and the cold shoulder makes think, makes me feel it was earlier
all you had to do was speak those two golden words to end both of our suffering,
"it's over"
but you didn't, you held off when we both thought that i may of been pregnant
you waited, you supported me, fooling me even further that your love was true
all long i thought it was while everyone else around me knew the truth and looked at me and thought
"poor girl"
when it happened i wanted to blame myself for not being a better girlfriend
i figured it was because i didn't do something or because of the things i did do
but it was always just you and your issues that you decided to just hide rather than fight, so to that i say
"im not okay"
so a week from now when i'm trying to move on even though i know it's far too early i blame you
i dont have the closure i needed because in the relationship i thought was perfect you thought was wrong
i might throw myself into the arms of someone wrong or into the arms or my true love
but because of you i can't move on so i'll never know because of i'm broken and don't know love.
inmortis Community Member 
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