Ok so after like a crazy period of inactivity i thought an update was due...
My baby comes in 6 weeks and i can't wait to see his smileing face!
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Things with the father and i have been kinda weird since he pretty much cheated on me with some girl =X but thats ok ive been keeping my head up =) Karma always does its job in the end.. so i have no worries there. I just feel bad for this poor chick, =, i mean being in a relationship with a dude who has a kid is hard, and im sure knowing she broke two people up- a future family- thats gotta really make it hard to sleep at night, i wouldnt want that on my conscience. =( I hope sincerely that god helps her, and makes it easier for her to live with that. I dont like to wish bad on people, and oh boy i can have a mouth when im angry, but honestly, shes in such a bad place in life it isnt even funny. I know what its like to be in love with a compulsive liar and realizing all he is, once its too late, its just so hard. I cant even imagine how bad he will emotionaly damage her in the end, but i guess thats none of my bussiness. Eaither way i cant imagine what an uphill struggel its going to be being the fourth wheel to him, our son, and i. My heart in many ways goes out to her,,, cry
Anyway I cant wait for the day the DNA thec, or maury, or whoever comes out and epicly points at him and goes you are the father! lol im just gonna lol =) I also keep having dreams about the baby, i keep seeing him having all of kens features, but my nose, i donno why my nose, but i just see him with my nose,, hes gonna be so cute XD
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