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heart so i have a boyfriend i've known for four years and we just got together. it was so cute how we got together! being friends so long we lived together in a tent for a month or so, but then after not seeing him for a month because it was too cold to sleep outside (we stayed at diff houses) we finally saw eachother at my stepmom's house (her daughter is OUR friend, so he was there) and he layed next to me in bed, (we shared a tent, why not a bed?) and looked at me and said he wanted to tell me something but didn't know if it would change our friendship! didn't want it to hurt it you know? well he told me he missed me so much and that seeing me and seeing me smile and laugh because of him made him smile and feel good. and then he realized he wanted to hug me and hold me and that he thought he had feelings for me, no never mind, he said, i do have feelings for you and i want to be your man. then there was an akward pause (akward because all i could do was smile but he couldn't see that in the dark) and he thought he had said something wrong, said he would go sleep in the living room or something. and then i just scooted him to me and hugged him! i told him i had feelings for him too and that just seeing him when i pulled into the driveway earlier that day made me happy and smile ear to ear and that i wanted to be with him. we've been together ever since and that was last month on the 18th, one month anaversery here we come! heart