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	Benji III's Journal... Of Death. (And Death Metal) The poop gallery, a place where I put all the s**t in my life into words.

	******** my life?
	******** my life?


Sooooooo... I realize that my life up to this point has been a test to see how I can handle the real world, but what I don't understand is why it has to hurt so Goddamned bad... I look at my apartment and all I can think about is how much wasted space there is. All I ever wanted was for us to be happy, and all I want for her now is happiness. BUT WHY THE ******, does it have to hurt like this. I could have died about four times already and each time it was her face that pulled me from the brink. But now that there is no hope for us in the future what and the **** am I supposed to do. That is the pain I have been dealing with. Thisssss is the hassling I have been through lately. I have no Idea why... Oh yes I do, the head hancho at my work wanted alot of money thats why. But anyways the company I work for got bought back by the corporate office. So that means a lot of Goddamned changes, but the worst part is the stress my new general manager has. I know you're saying "Ben, why would the bosses stress affect you?" But here is the thing it is. He is the same age as me and the new assistant he is getting is twice our age, and I think a closet homo. So he cant **** deal with it, and he is making it seem like I don't pull my weight as a manager. And I am like "bh, who da ***** ya think runnin this bh when you ain't here!" And all I wanna do is jump off a ***** tower! So tell me anyone who would ever read this. Am I just losing my mind, or am I just losing at life. I love you all from the bottom of my heart. Because after all this life is about Truth, Beauty, and most importantly LOVE! Benji III** · Sat Sep 17, 2011 @ 08:48am · 0 Comments

	Woundering If I Will Get An Achievment For This????
	Woundering If I Will Get An Achievment For This????


xd xd Benji III · Mon Aug 30, 2010 @ 05:54am · 0 Comments

	Wh00t new Avi on Tektek
	Wh00t new Avi on Tektek


Yeah red ninja! Benji III · Sat Dec 16, 2006 @ 06:28pm · 0 Comments

	Primerica!
	Primerica!


I am tring to go to class today, for my new job with Primerica... But The only person that I know who knows where the class is is not answering his phone. crying gonk Benji III · Sun Dec 03, 2006 @ 02:38pm · 0 Comments

	Meagen...
	Meagen...


Why can't you see that I love you??? Benji III · Fri Oct 06, 2006 @ 10:15am · 5 Comments

	New Avi!
	New Avi!


So. I gots an Idea for a new avi... And I am going to make it by getting really good at Gaia Fishing, and then selling meh fish.(Best way to make money on gaia... But don't tell anyone, its a secret.) So yeah! But donations are welcome! Benji III · Wed Oct 04, 2006 @ 11:50am · 1 Comments

	AFK!
	AFK!


SO I get the AFK untill My Girlfriend get tired of her new style for her avatar... And... I am alittle messed up and typing this is really long-like xd So I am going to cut this entry short BENJI! heart domokun heart Benji III · Wed Oct 04, 2006 @ 05:13am · 2 Comments

	OMG
	OMG


My Girl Meagen wants to code my signature..... WOAH! Freaky coder chic. But God I love her. She makes me so happy, I want to scream sometimes. All I can think of is you baby! Your my #1!!!!11! Benji III · Tue Oct 03, 2006 @ 08:04am · 3 Comments

	OMFGQ!
	OMFGQ!


Wurd up Niggahs! I am back in black to pwn all those little ****** who think they st don't stink! So yeah. I gots a job now and a baby expected in like 9 months! I am getting an apartment. And yeah. Peace! Benji III · Fri Sep 22, 2006 @ 01:29am · 4 Comments


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