I really need to rant. I usually rant to my mom, but if I rant to her about this, she'd probably over-react and send me to a nun's convent, however you spell it.
I swear, I am such a whore...
Not really... I think.
I don't know... It's like, I get feelings for this one guy, and then I tell him I like him, and then I wait a while and he tells me that he likes me, or vice-versa. It'll happen over and over again.
I did that to one of my best guy friends last year, and now he's halfway accross the goddamn world. (I miss you, Tae!)
Nowaday's I feel like my -very- strong bond between me and my best friend is being severed, one thread at a time. She's been there for me through thick and thin, and I can't bear the fact that one day, reality will take her away from me.
I used to think into the future, picturing me an her sitting in our rocking chairs, and our husbands and little kids running around like maniacs. I doubt that's going to happen now.
She's gotten really interested in punk-goth-'emo' stuff, and she met (well, I don't think you could call it met... she knew her last year) a friend of hers from Advanced Orchestra last year, and she's punk-goth-'emo' too, I guess. They've gotten to be really good friends, and they do everything together like me and her used to do alot. It hurts alot...
Severing a bond in one stroke would be easier than just cutting a thread one by one...
I would know. I lost my friend from fourth grade in a stupid argument because she had a big head and wouldnt' listen to logic.
Poo her.
I think I'll only keep this part of my long rant one here...
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