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what to do....what to do? I don't know what to do. I care about Cory a lot and I think he is so amazing but he has like stopped talking to me with out like even letting me know. I want to talk to him so bad just so we can talk about anything....even if it means him breaking up with me. =[[ I think it would be good// WAY better to just take a break during the school year then see how we feel at the beginning of the summer than we can just be friends till then you know talk every once in a while and be cool with each other than pick things back up when we can spend more time with each. I seriously think its a good plan but its hard to ask him what he thinks of it because he won't even talk to me which I honestly think is a little ridiculous. I think we should talk that way we can still be friends and stuff and see if maybe taking a break and possibly get back together in the summer if we both want. Thats a big IF because I mean who knows how he will feel. I just want to do something where I actually know whats going on with my life so I'm no so confused every time someone asks me how things with me and Cory are going....

I don't want whoever is reading this to think I m like super sad because I guess if I really wanted a different boyfriend I could have one but I don't really. Like theres this kid Will who asked me if I wanted to go out sometime and some other people who I just don't even care to mention but yeah. I just want to figure things out, actually I need to figure things out. This is some annoying distraction that doesn't need to be here. I do have to say this has had something good come out of it me and Sarah are getting a lot closer again as well as me and Seth. I m so thankful they have been here to help me out I don't know what I would do with out them!

Other than that things have been good all my grades are WAY! yay I m so proud of myself. I have been running the whole time in gym! FCCLA is so amazing right now. My class President stuff has been good I m going to start all of our fundraisers soon which in my opinion is really cool. I'm also starting a new project at work involving a super sweet art show. And I will be getting my class ring this year. I have it basically all mapped out so I m pretty stoked. Its going to look tight I will so have to put pictures up when I m done. Well thats it for now thanks for reading =]]]