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Nim Nak
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 @ 02:38pm

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	...Eeep...been a bit busy lately...and now when I suddenly stopped by...Gaia has a totally new layout and stuffus...! eek ...Aiai...but but...don't have much time to take a nicu sightseeing around atm... stressed ...I'm soon going to the Roskilde festival in Denmark...and we're staying there for 9 days...^o^...so I have to pack the last stuff and such...wowie...how exciting... surprised ...Oka...will take a more detailed update on this oldishe journal-thingy later...^^ ...See yar...! wink

Posted: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 05:28pm

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	...>Music in my/our head...? ...Music...what is music...? ...So innocent...yet so powerful and affecting... ...How hypnotizing...and manipulating... ...At once you turn it on...you get hypnotized...affected...caught... ...But of course...it may only be our mind that is playing along too...but still...it�s remarkable to feel how different music changes our feelings all of a sudden when you at the beginning were neutral...or the opposite of what the music made you turn to... ...It�s like...it wakes up something inside of you...something hidden...something forgotten...? ...When the sound reaches your ears...you can feel that something is beginning to influence you... ...What influences you most...? The music...the texts...or both...? x3 ...You may not always notice it...but when you�re listening on your favourite songs...or songs that in some way means something to you...you�ll maybe suddenly stop up...fall into deep thoughts, memories or dreams that just come...a little by little... ...And once you�ve entered �the circle�...you�ll just keep spinning slowly inside of it...deeper and deeper... ...It kind of gives you a unreachable satisfaction...but also...a longing that you keep reaching out to...but that isn�t there... ...Yea, crawl...keep crawling...on the floor...up against the walls...graoOowl... gonk domokun ......Woowie...sillehness ne...? sweatdrop ...Most people won´t fall into that "circle" so easy though...so guess I´m just a weak target or something...>.<;; ...Hm...I´m not of that kind that is very updated on the newest songs or what ´s popular or not...but like to stick on to songs that I feel is special in somehow... ninja ...But eep...what kind of music that affects you may of course follow how your mood is the moment you´re listening to it...so it really depends...even for me...xD ...But mostly...songs that I get "too much" affected by...is slowishe...>.<;; ...Eep...at the moment...I especially have two songs that I can�t come over...or maybe four if I added up...>.<;; ...Oh nuu...Im obsessed...! O.o;; @_@;? -Listu- Fumiko Orikasa � Hoshi no hate (Vocal Version) Jimmy Eat World - Shame Jimmy Eat World - 23 Utada Hikaru - Simple and Clean (Japanese version) Ayumi Hamasaki - A song for XX (Ferry Corsten Chilled Remix) (^ I don´t like the original version of the song...but that remix ish...em...@_@;?)

Nim Nak
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Posted: Fri Mar 11, 2005 @ 07:27pm

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	...>Meepo for youpo... Youpo for...youpo...? ...Hm...will you give me a blueberry...if I gave you a raspberry...? ninja ...Weirdness...strangeness...hidingness... ...This is just some babbleness... >.<;; ...Let me hide behind your shadow...'cause the daylight is too sharp for my covered eyes... ...I don't want to see this sharpness through my blurryness... ...Expecting too much...thinking too less... ...So weak...so useless...so unimportant... ...Your wish is my my will... ...My wish is your...joke...? ...Reaching out our hands... ...Will I follow you to the...stores...beach...roads...? ...Well...maybe...if you ask nicely... ...Will you do the same if I asked...? ...Well...maybe...if I follow the steps right...and don't act too happily or smile much before asking...since...more happyness...leads to faster sadness... ...How ironic... ...But how true... ._. ...So...careful...careful now...be aware... ...Just one moment of confusingness...one hour of complainments...and one day of wonderingness... ...No...I'm not angry...just a bit sadly disappointed... v_v; ...I'm ok...I'm ok...I'm closing my eyes...leaning to the walls...and eating on an apple muffin I just discovered...xP

Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 @ 10:09pm

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	Happy Mother's Day... :3 Quote: A mother's love is something that no one can explain - It is made of deep devotion and of sacrifice and pain. It is endless and unselfish and enduring, come what may, For nothing can destroy it or take that love away. It is patient and forgiving when all others are forsaking, And it never fails or falters even though the heart is breaking. It believes beyond believing when the world around condemns, and it glows with all the beauty of the rarest, brightest gems. - Helen Steiner Rice ...It's the Mother's Day today... :3 ...Greetings and good wishes to all the mothers... heart Edit: ...Hm...noticed that people didn't celebrate the Mother's day at the same day around the countries...? ^^;; ...Whell...we did it that day though...>.<; xD

Nim Nak
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2005 @ 10:48pm

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	~Teh confusiousness - Love Nim Love...yea...what is love...? Iching in my heart...confuseness to my mind... Feel a longing...but can not get... Reaching out my hand...but empty space is all I capture... My heart may beat once...twice...but does it really matter...? Lost in myself...falling...sinking...deeper...deeper...and deeper... Maybe darkness is something for me...all safe...and in my own little shell of glass... But then still...I want to hear your heartbeat...I want to watch the stars with you... ...Tempted...confused...oh yea...how confusing...for you...for me... ...Just confusing...confusing...confusing...

Posted: Sat Dec 25, 2004 @ 08:05pm

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	...Christmasu...! ^o^ ...Aye...Christmasuuu... :3 ...I've eaten sooo much and am very full right now... whee ...Hohoo...and I've also received a lotish of random stuffies...hihi...^o^ ...The biggest one must be a tigerness...it's about 1m long...and 0,5m high...O.O; ...My cat was sitting on that box a whole day...but after I opened it...he didn't dare to go up there anymore...since the tiger was there...and was at least double as big as himself... xd ...Yey...I also received a cuto and flyffy little bunnyness... 4laugh squizes and a pretty blueish necklasy...a nice photo album...a purple transparent warmeflasche...and a lot of candyness...just to mention some of them... xd ...I wish everyone a Merry Christmas...and a still nicu holiday...! 3nodding wink heart

Nim Nak
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Posted: Sat Dec 25, 2004 @ 06:46pm

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	...Tha Stressy weekness...! T_T; ...Yeeey...at last it's vacation nuuu...!! ^o^ ...Aiaiaiii...last last week at school was just...eep...stressiest week in the whole year...and the week with less sleep too... sweatdrop ...Testy here...and testy there...hand-ins now...and hand-ins then... >.<; ...Was one day that I had to be awake in 32 hours...=_=; I had to finish some stuff...and when I began to be finished...it was already close to the time for school...XP And the day after I had to prepare for an important presentation of an individual project we've had for awhile...and of course then...my pc had to click on me...! _;;; It just suddenly turned itself off...and just restarted...restarted...and restarted..., but never came back in to windows...O.O;; ...Safe modus...usual modus...nothing worked...OMG!!PANIC!! eek ...Things really get messy when people already are down... stare stressed ...It was like: "NOooo, why me?! Why today?! Why...NOW??!!" XP XP XP And then the wall just seemed SO interesting...O.O...and I just sat there and stared on it...while my evil pc restarted...restarted...and restarted... x_X; ...I ended up with almost nothing to hand in...since almost everything was in my computer that went psycho...v_v;...and preparation...? Huh...what is that...? Never heard of...XP I was going to show my project through PowerPoint while talking...and point out some of the details...but...I could just totally forget about that...>_> 'Cause even just one minute before it was my turn to go in...I was still stressing with my papers for the folder I had to hand in... sweatdrop ...printing out...take the papers...and run to the door... o.o; Hah, presentation...? Think it was more like: "Oh, hi! My project? Emme...oh...look...yea...come and look at this book I made...turns one and one page...and dies x_x;" Sucky indeed...but well...let's hope for the best... ninja ...And even on the very last day...we had to hand in some stuff about politic history...XP And me and politics are just...>.<; >_>; domokun ...Eeep...oki...enough complaining...will switch over to something brighter...^^...after dinner... stressed runs... :3

Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2004 @ 02:50am

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	~I am you...and you are me... ... Hand in hand...as we walk... You are me...and I am you... Questions floating as we talk... Only questions no respond... Drunken sailor...darkened road... Close your eyes...and survive your fight... Find solutions...save and load... Life is hard...but let us struggle... Angel's nightmare...demon's dream... Take my hand and wake the mummies... Even blind...we're still a team... ...'Cause I am you and you are me...... ninja ...A smallish dedication to my friend... :3

Nim Nak
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2004 @ 12:06am

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	~Depressed... v_v; Nim ...I'm so depressed... ...I'm so depressed... Why am I so depressed...? Why...why...why...? ...I'm so depressed...I'm so depressed... I don't know... ...don't know...don't know... ...I'm so depressed...I'm so depressed... Too much to handle... ...too much going on...? ...don't know...don't know... I don't want to be depressed... ...No...no...no... Want to be happy...want to be glad... ...yea... ...Why...why...why...? Why me...? How silly... ...indeed...indeed... ...Complaining...sobbing...tearing up myself... ...How silly... ...silly...silly... Just let me be... ...Just let me be... Let me sit in this corner... ...nothing else to do... Don't turn on the light... ...It's no use... ...I'm so depressed...I'm so depressed... ...Let me sit in the dark... ...the darkness of my own depression... ...v_v;... ...V_V;...

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