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Posted: Sat Jul 09, 2005 @ 11:29pm
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Teh bursting of cardial muscles
OMG! YES! WHEEE! july 4th was mine and beths 5 MONTH ANNEVERSARY!!!! woot.... and out of that five months, we went on our first actual date yesterday. we went to go see WAR OF THE WORLDS and that movie was awsome, despite being a little over 2 hours long. But it was sexellent, and i had beth in my arms the whole time. there were some scary parts ((for her, i dont get scared)) and it was a little disturbing at times, but all in all GO SEE IT NOW! well, after the movie we went to TACO BELL ((dun dun dun)) and she had some chalupas, and i had a taco and that new crunchwrap supreme. well, the crunchwrap was good, but it didnt look at all like the pic because it was poorly made... they had a little too much nacho cheese and not enough beef. and because they put so much nacho cheese on it that the hard shell got soft, so i hade to fold the crunchwrap in half and eat that like a taco... oh, and i was dumb so i ordered an exta drink, so i left the cup on the table next to us. afterwards, we walked to Don's and had coffee and smoked, then her parents came and picked her up, and me mum came and picked me up. when i got home i called back a friend and he wanted me to meet him across town at 10:30pm to entertain him because he was bored.... i asked and my mom was like no way, and he doesnt have his car yet so we are making plans for today. RIGHT NOW im at the library, with beth cause i have to take care of something *shakes fist at library* and then we are going to a driving school and then jack in the box and then i dont know... @_@ ANYWAYS i hope your day is exellent, as i know mine will be.
Love
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mashed-potatoes
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Posted: Sat Jun 25, 2005 @ 08:53am
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Paddling down s**t creek at lightspeed
and im using my face to do it too. Right now, Me and my g/f are hella fighting. Im the reason the tension started, and i dont want to fight, but she is the angry half of our fighting. but tonight, oh man, i was ready to pound my head through the wall i was so pissed. she wanted serious when she was drunk, i told her my seriousness and she brushed it away like lies... and i came close to killing. I havent really before, but tonight, i need to drink. Drink till im drunk, till i cant see stairs without falling down them. I cant handle the drama, the stress, the pain that she is bringing into this relationship, and i have half a mind to end it. im split between, anger/frustration and love, and i dont want the anger to prevail... but its hard to keep it on the down low. right now, im pissed and hurt, and alcohol is my only escape. I know its a weak way out, but i seriously cant handle it right now. I dont want to cut, i dont want to kill, i just want peace, and this is the only place i can find it...
Im only on my thrid beer, and it wont be my last... as i can see two more and some hard licquer in my future. i dont care right now, and i dont think i will for a while. yay narcisim! ******** me... I hope i wake up tomorrow, but not really
Goodnight
MP
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Posted: Thu Jun 09, 2005 @ 04:01am
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dum dum dum
JAWS! AHH!!!
well, me and beth are still together, and better than ever. she came over today and we hung out on my porch, and i swear i must have done something good cause she was all over me. i dont know what it was, but i need to do it again blaugh anyways, i have also been counseling some of my friends as they're relationships are hitting some bumps and dont know how to smooth them out... that or im trying to keep bad relationships from happening, as i dont want to see my friends hurt. just call me the love doctor wink whee other than that, grades arent all that great, but most are up there close to passing at average. and umm... seniors left schoo today, and i was stuck in the assembly crying so i shot spitwads and yelled out humorous comments to the MC when he said something i could totally skew the other way, lol. so basically security had their eye on me... and have ever since i have been on their radar. you know what? i need to put GPS chips on every security so i can track them so i dont have to get caught as much stressed but hey, i get out next friday! YAY! OMG! i cant wait.
other than that, life has been OK... btw, i got a myspace account so if you want the link, pm me or something and ill get back to you as soon as possible, k?
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