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The candle's small flame barely gives enough of it's luminous glow to be able to just barely see the parchment that lays just beneath. Or at least that is the way that I have become accustomed to for the longest of time. Yet over the many years lamps have been created and they serve there purpose just as well but perhaps it is simply my own home sickness. A lamp or a flashlight just does not give off that warming and comforting glow that a candle provides. Recently Sebastian has gifted me with what is known as a laptop. It is a nice little device and perfect for late night writing. I wonder if he knows that I write journal entries so late at night? I wonder how he is. Ha who am I kidding? I hope misfortune has fallen upon him.

It's been 91 days 15 hours 46 minutes since he left me in this forsaken place. I should not be counting the days especially for someone like him but I cannot help it. I do not like it here at Undertakers. Sebastian had to go to American for some personally business and he would not take me but instead asked the Undertaker to "babysit" me. I am not a child! And no longer must I relay on his strength.

While I was at school I met a certain girl that reminds me a lot of Elizabeth. It's been more than one hundred years so it is possible it was her reborn. Now I wish listened more closely when Sebastian was teaching me about these things.

That girl has obtain my curious eye. She smells of my old fiance but not at all does she act like her. She is happy but her energy does not tire me out so. I hate to admit it but my time with her is somewhat enjoyable. There is just one more thing. She claims to love me.