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Today, the need to arise to be someone recognized is forced on us as soon as we step out of our own minds and join the rest in society. we live in a time on comformity and if u dont fit in then u become exiled by the rest. we live our lives thinkin that we know wat we want and wat is goin on around us yet the painful truth is that we live amongst lies. we dont kno wat we want and we dont kno a single thing bout life. it can be so unpredictable that at any given moment it will rip the ground from beneath ur feet and watch u fall. the people around u often arent who they really are. and no matter wat u want to believe it and how hard u want it, it wont be like that. we become part of groups thinkin that this will make us cool or part of society yet all its makin us is empty shells. influences on our behaviour are all around us and we are blind to them. everytin we want is wat everyone else wants us to want. so theres only a couple of things that i can say. u may choose to listen. or u may choose to read them wit no intent to agree wit them at all. watever it is... do not be offended by it.... after all we are who we want to think we are... arent we? well here it goes....

think about wat u really want. dont let other people tell u and dont let their judgement get to u in anyway

wen u find out wat u really want. fight for it. theres never a bad guy. only different points of view.

no matter wat happens. u alwayz have the ability to move on. someone who might feel like they cant are choosin not to witout realizin it.

everyone can be a hypocrite at one moment. just dont become one. if it happens realize wat u did and learn from ur mistakes.

my friend... told me this one "wen ur wit someone, carin for them will grow stronger wit each new (serious) relationship. but u will also get hurt even more wen it ends" now this can be true... but u can also become stronger. use the experience and learn how to let it go. dont become intertwined in a cloud of troubles that is swirlin around them.

this one here is the one that has the highest chance of gettin to the people ( if the others didnt) well people dont change. u will read this and may agree wit it.... but u will go bak to bein ur old self as soon as u walk away from the computer... if u last that long. only a big experience may lead u to finally realize wat happened and change...



well enough is enough. go ahead and call it wat u want. think wat u want. im not here to try and change people im just writin on my views of today and my philosophies of life. laterz...

To everyone that thinks that they have an idea of who i really am... ill let u kno that uve only began to scratch the surface of my thoughts and who is really in the inside. i will not lie... i am myself... all the time... but there are still moments in my life in which i want someone that i could have an intelligent conversation with. i look around at the people and its not that they cant, but that they choose not to. all i hear is jokes and gossip. u do realize that the world isnt that simple right? i mean dont get me wrong. i love u guyz and theres nothin wrong wit u... but it would be a nice change to talk bout philosophies and opinions. i enjoy debating controversial topics and believes. theres alot to be said about things goin on in the world today. not just who is datin who and wat ure gonna do this weekend...

This brings me to another topic. people who want to kno sometin bout me.. i dont care wat u guyz say but if u do have a problem wit sometin thats goin around. come to me for the truth. i will provide any question that is in my ability wit an answer. but if its sometin personal... ill tell u if i think it appropriate... u see if u have no business in it i might not answer it and just take that. nutin will change my mind.

Im sorry if u, my reader, dont like this post but im just in an indescribable mood... im not mad or anytin... still im ready for u guys to comment on this and even if u have sometin bad to say, go for it. bring it on... im ready for some criticism!