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I sit here in front of this keyboard wondering what to type. And to be quite honest, I still don't know. All I know is this trip to my old home has been an interesting one, bringing back a few too many memories. sweatdrop Still unsure what to type... Suppose to babysit tonight. I'm alright with that.. if I could only get him off my mind just for five minutes. I don't know why this is happening now, but it is.. full force. I knew this would happen. But why now? I obsess too much, always have. But why him? Why do I feel like i need to talk to him now? Too many questions... all unanswered. But... still wondering what to type... and hoping that this is figured out soon, before the storm.. or at least kept at bay until I get out of here, back to the busy chaos my life now is. Too keep my mind off things. Off him. I have too much time to think here.. for better or for worse I'm not sure... still unsure what to type..or what to do.

-Off I go