As I go on living I feel the pain coming at my heart deeper. =\ I see you walk past me without saying thingss like you use to. We've come so far yet to let something tear us apart. Now thingss everywhere is going wrong for me. I found this poem that explainss my feelingss at this very moment for you.
Please curse and swear at me
So i can hear your voice
Please call me names
so i know I’m not nameless
Please make me cry
so i know you still care
Please hate me
so i know I’m not invisible
Please cut me
so i wont feel numb
Please let me die
so i know i was alive
Why can't we go back as before? I understand that you've moved on but what about us? You carved your name deep inside my heart to just turn around and leave me. This brought me back into depression when you took me out. Your my fear of loving someone again. I fear love and life once again because of you. Your the one who brought feelingss back to me to destroy it again. You lost my trust and I will never forever you for what you've done to me.
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