You slip away from me as if I'm nothing to you.
You act so differently toward me as if you're hiding your true self from me.
It hurts so badly that I don't know what to do.
I cry every night just thinking you don't love me or care about me anymore.
I'm starting to hear some things that I know I shouldn't believe.
But your not there to provide the real answers I need.
My heart is aching and breaking just to hear your voice speak to me so lovingly.
Some horrible things have been happening that I know.
But I wish to only help you to the best that I can.
Even though you don't want to believe me.
I still love you and care about you with all my heart, mind, body, and soul.
But you seem to want to shun me.
To push me away as if I'm some sort of degusting, vile, rotting corps.
My heart hurts so much because it believes that I am nothing to you.
Is that what I am to you?
Nothing?
Then tell me and, don't push me away like some coward!
I'm not a toy to be played with then tossed aside like a rag doll.
I'm a glass doll not a rag doll!
I will break very easily!
You say you love me but, I know the truth.
You don't love me at all.
You just say that so I won't cry.
And that hurts even worse.
That's what my mind tells me.
But my heart says different.
I'm so confused I don't know what to do!
I don't know which to believe!
But I do know that you deserve better than me.
You deserve someone who can trust you and herself.
You need someone there with you.
Someone who can hug and kiss you for real…..
That's all I really have to say.
Love,
Tiffy
 blackdtear · Mon Jun 25, 2007 @ 12:58am · 0 Comments |
See why?Because they are soooo cute!Just like her!