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Wow, have you ever had the feeling that you are casted as a support character in your own life? The minor bad guy that always dies, The faithfull side kick which never gets the girl, The silent narriator, The very unreliable City gaurd? That every event you are in are souly to help out another dawn onto an understanding of something dire in order for them to evolve as a better person while you just sit idlely to be handed your next role and script? Prepared to toss off the character like am old wardrobe and start fitting into the next at a moment's notice.
Probably not, Most people usually get tossed a main role in Drama once or twice in thier life.

On the contrary, I just seem to get support after support. Don't get me wrong I sure I've my share of leading roles. But I seem to be to used to the small parts because I feel the main parts would just waste the time of those who attend the matenee.

I really come to realize this when a group of friends I made in college where sharing stories. All the stories I told had only to do with my fiends before and none I could actually call my own.

The role that been recently thrown at me is of the Oblivious man. One I'm actually not for doing. I'm really not sure my presece is even noticed by the people I hang out with. Like the town fool with one line I stand around and listen mostly speaking to 4th wall when I actually do get my lines out...

Usually I was content with these little parts because I at least felt usefull, but recently I felt that my ability aid has completely died. Being helpfull is what I loved to do with out it i'm at a complete loss.
Self reflecting on this concept put my nevers in a body bag...

Thing for you to do...
Answer these questions...its just something for you to do when your bored:

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Have you ever had a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain and it.
7. Describe me in 1 word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When was the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this in your journal and see what I say about you?

TELL THE TRUTH PLEASE! I want to see what everyone thinks about me...

Last weekend I got sick and It shot what little time I had to go onto comp. anyway to pass the time, a friend of ming let me borrow his xbox and kotor2. let me just say kotor is a head trip on a disk. Through out the game the people you work with keep a mad amount of secrets from you, one being a mass killer, one being a oddball of the jedi lacky people, and even the driods are keeping stuff from you. he sad thing is that the only prson you can trust is a assasin droid that information isn't straight only because he get damaged and sold every which way.

Thats enough of that.

later.

Greeting all who care, This is mecha actually putting through on my first entry.

Well I got sick this weekend because my immuse system seems to like having a three day weekend just in teh prime of pleage season. anyway I missed a day and half of school , why a half you say? because I ws stubborn enough to go through a test I had in teh beginning of theay then I went home simple as that.

So while I was sick I got to playing a game I haven't picked up sence a couple of day tha6t I got it, Metroid prime 2 echos. This game is really cool, but at teh same time it is evil like the dickins! Samus is on a planet which is divided into 2 dimensions light and dark, simeple yes? no... you have to pass back and forth through these dimensions in order to figure out puzzles, collect power ups, etc. but the dark world is poisonous to anything that isn't posest by the ing, the plantes dark inhabitance, Mainly you. The trick to surviving in the harsh air is these crystals the light inhabitance planted through out the dark world in order to featle bring the battle to the dark side.
I can rant on and on about this game but I got stuff to not do, later. 3nodding