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I want a guy who doesnt go for my looks, I want a guy who wants me for my personality, decisions and my overall attitude. I want a guy I can run to asking for help with anything and he'll drop anything he's doing and help me, who I can run to in the middle of the night crying and he'll let me sleep in his bed and hold me through the night... Into the morning, not trying anything funny. Talk to me about ANYTHING he wants, I'll listen, but I also want him to be gentle and rough to me, and harsh to those who are mean to me, unless we're playing. I want someone who will surprise me every day, grab me around the waist, kiss me and say "I love you." even after I hit him in the face. Tell me I'm beautiful when I get out of bed and look my worst. I want him to tell me everything is going to be okay, even if he's bleeding in a hospital bed and the doctors say they cant help him... Or if I'm in that bed, I want him to just hold my hand and smile saying everything will be fine, even if we both know it wont... I dont care what he looks like, how rich he is. I want him to tell his friends off when they dis me and show them I'm a great girl. This is the man of my dreams, I've just described about six important men in my life, five alive and one dead. You know who you are, if you're reading this, please... Dont ever change.. For me?