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Have you ever come to a point in your life where you know you need to change the way you do things in order to move ahead in life in a positive direction, and yet you don't have the modivation to do so?

I know what i need to change but its hard to find that little extra to get over the hill. I don't know what it is lately? maybe im going through some mood thing, who knows? oh well...i have to find a fix and find it fast weather i have the modivation or not. so help me god.

-Nero

P.S.

I don't know why i keep on putting subby? i guess a part of me still wants to be called that but it's too late my name is already changed xD;

also: if you happen to come accross this journal entry how about posting some of your thoughts?

So...lately ive been having this problem with ex boyfriends having thier new girlfriends contact me. ive got things as crazy as them calling my cellphone and leaving dumb messages to sending me nude pics of them selves from my ex's phone? i mean really? wow...I know what they're aiming at by doing this and that's what makes in even more pathedic. Them trying to piss me off. me getting upset over an ex for being with a new chick? i could care less.

Moral of this tale is:

I know what i got and i know who i am, and i have to say im a pretty cool person. a great girlfriend and an even more execellent wife. so why should i be jelous because some other girl got my old garbage...?

...yeah my point exactly. the stupidity entertains me so...they have no idea heart

-Nero (subby)

One-of a kind, kind, sweet, strong, powerful, caring...

but most of all he's my best friend he means alot to me and for what ever time we share together i'm extremely happy and blessed. I cherish every moment.

there's no time to live and think about the past when there's so much more for you in the future. life's lessions are always reminding me of what's important and for that im extremely happy.

-Nero (Subby)