And it's really frustrating, excruciating and DISGUSTING. I would like to remain my INNOCENCE...forever.
I would just like to be The Dreamer. I don't want responsibilities and commitments. I just want to be free, childlike and immature. I hate changes. I hate making decisions. I hate thinking of the regrets made up by those decisions. I'm starting to hate on analyzing things and over thinking it. I want to cut through all the distractions and pierced right to the truth of things. I just want them to be simple, natural. I want to go through it all over again. The idea of graduating, facing the new world just strangely scares me now.Though the routine has once been agonizing but I am badly longing for it right now. The feeling that you wake up in the morning just to face the task that you have to learn and not anything else. I miss kindergarten. I miss those days when I only have irational problems such as going to the bathroom, those nights when I feared of the monster under my bed and the years just spoiled that and reveals that it's not really the monster under your bed that you have to be afraid of, but the eternal darkness that just choke you up into confusion. Not really knowing what's underneath. Not knowing what lies ahead.
i'm in love with someone who doesn't even exist. emo
abcis<3..GET IT?!haha.
