So lets see if I got this right----- I'm dead?!
It was always impossible for me, wasn't it?
To fall in love with the one guy who wouldn't feel a thing--
even if a hammer had come crashing down on him last minute.
Why did I feel the need to actually say something?
Because I'm trying?
Or because I just wanted something to say?
Everytime I think of you, my heart clenches.
Is it in agony of the thought of you?
Or is it longing of your pressence?
I guess I was way too stupid to see,
that I was falling, and hoping you would catch me.
and that was my mistake.
Everyone is supposed to learn from their mistakes, right?
Well, this was mine.
I should've never bothered.
Never wished you'd call my name.
Or even pray a second that,
you'd somehow feel the same.
I somehow feel so empty.
and I know now that you're to blame.
You broke my heart to pieces,
Now I find I can't be tamed.
So here's to silent nothings,
and here's to car alarms.
Here's hopeful wishes,
and here's to single moms.
Here's to silent agony,
you never stayed here long---
We don't need stupid promises,
to keep us going on.
I . WILL . NOT . BE . BROKEN
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