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as Grade 8 ended on what i thought were good times, joining clubs such as the juggling club and art club. I thought nothing could grow wrong, i grew an interest in my friend, but so did the smaller rounder one too. I was naive back then, but I still knew where and what I was doing.
During grade eight summer, considering My house never had internet, i had to rely on this old internet cafe to talk to friends over the summer. So I messaged my friend steph since visiting wasn't an option, and I visited the small round one and my best friend (the gamer), and continued.
When I continued my regular schedule of messaging, i looked on the new mail i had and was confused, from my chinese friend. it said "i know you wouldn't say things like this but i can't talk here anymore". i was wondering what was wrong with my last message... searched it up and found out that my account had been hacked. the encoding message sent to her beforehand was "I wasna squeeze your **** so bad". I was in shock, i just froze, and told my parents. Of course i'd been given the usual, stay away from computers, and stay away and when school sarts explain everything. But i went to school, and i was being spaced from. I dont blame them, I was still in shock for the next weeks. However when i went to art class in train of thought of what the heck just happened, i got called to the the office.

So I had been confronted, shaking and in tears of course, and i told them i only use the internet cafe and sen't messages beforehand, And my process of discovering the message. No conclusion was reached in my or their heads, however i went back to class. I got suddenly called again, and then this time it wasn't about me or her. However it was with the small round guy (screw it ill name him just call him josh), but in lieu of my shock and figuring things out, he somehow got involved with the incident. But apparently without a word, i was told by the counsellor to not have contact with josh, and i did.

However amongst a few months later, and everything was left unsolved, i got curious and looked at my hotmail. I found the exact date and time it was sent. Strange seeming that it was at 2:13a.m. The internet cafe closes at 4pm. I brought this to her and showed her, and she believed me, and we made up. I don't blame her from spacing away from me anyways, however i still was ticked.

As long as I was on good terms with her, i was content. Having pretty much lost a friendship with one in my "circle" . I think i managed to keep my losses to a minimum.