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No one's here......and I'm bored...so I'm gonna post some song lyrics that I think are spiffy.....

Sick Of Myself
written by Matthew Sweet

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You don't know how you move me
Deconstruct me
And consume me
I'm all used up
I'm out of luck
I am starstruck
By something in your eyes
That is keeping my hope alive
But I'm sick of myself when I look at you
Something is beautiful and true
In a world that's ugly and a lie
It's hard to even want to try
And I'm beginning to think
Baby you don't know
I'll take or leave
The room to breathe
The choice to leave you
I'll throw away
A chance at greatness
Just to make this
Dream come into play
I don't know if I'll find a way
'Cause I'm sick of myself when I look at you
Something is beautiful and true
In a world that's ugly and a lie
It's hard to even want to try
And I'm beginning to think
Baby you don't know
I'm beginning to think
Baby you don't know
There's something in your eyes
That is keeping my hope alive
But I'm sick of myself when I look at you
Something is beautiful and true
In a world that's ugly and a lie
It's hard to even want to try
And I'm beginning to think
Baby you don't know
I'm beginning to think
Baby you don't know


well...it's sounds cooler in the song.....

I'm feeling depresseded...and UBER lonely....it's sad...I have a b/f...sorta...but I can't tell him anything. I can't trust him with my depressedness. Sometimes I just want him to be there to comfort me, but he's never there. I know it's not really HIS fault we can't see each other that much. But I wish he'd just take some time to TRY and come for me, instead of me always having to chace him.....*sigh* I feel SO lonely! *crys* someone help me!

Meh.... I'll write later....I'm in the middle of class right now. Heh heh, can you say Substitute teacher? that means we can pretty much do any thing we want, like me! I chose to spend my free time here on Gaia instead of doing that stupid Excel project! heh heh *looks over shoulder* Hello Mr. Substitute! Yes, of course I'm doing my work! heh heh.....BYIE!!