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i wrote this one in English class as a rough draft on what ideas we will be using for a poem that we had to create... sweatdrop the poem didnt turn out so great...but i thought the letter was really beautiful...i almost cried when i wrote it.... sad

"Dear Hayashi,

It seems eternal since we last have spoken to each other online....though it only has been two days that passed by. I am working hard for you to take you away from that living hell you are facing. Thought it seems like i have known you forever, there are still many unanswered questions questions i want to ask that is inside my heart. I wish to know.....the future of us....you and me. I want to know if some special day, i would be able to actually see your face....to talk to you....and live contently with one another. I want to know how your heart feels after that spirt has haunted you for the past few years, which im sure it feels eternal to you. How did you get into this situation?...Did you blindly followed a foist angel....to take you into the pits of hell and back?

I feel terrible....It feels like i haven't done nothing to make you situation better....though love heals those deep scars....they can only do so much. While I live a normal life...with loving friends and a supportive family...you have the family that doesn't understand you...acknowlegde you....just pushes you to do the things you don't desire to do with your life....

I think you feel like you have no friends...im sure it seems that way for you....but even though we are so far apart...you know that there is someone distant away from you....that loves you for who you are....wants to share the pain that you are feeling... wants to see you...and live together till the moment we die. This all seems like a fairy tale....your life so bleak, surrounded by demons in every corner in your eye, chainged by their macaber ways to try to drive you insane. I hate to see you this way....and it hurts me so. But i wont give up on you....i will try anything to save you from drowning into that deep, crismon water...and repair you slowly...so you and me can live a wonderful life. In this world...it doesn't matter if you have just one friend, near or far...because with that friend...can make your world a better place.


ai shi teru, Hayashi....and i always will...
Neko heart "