yesterday was just horrible. i'm going to admit it, every weekend of my life, i now have to go to work. knowing my parents, it's not an option. it really upsets me cause at this point, i am know at the point were i'm about to go insane. if this keeps up, i might end up losing myself. it's frustrating because if i told them i'm sick of always working, they'll try to make me feel bad (not that it'd work) by saying stuff like "oh you have to work and help us so we don't have to work so exhaustingly hard."
WHAT THE F*CK IS THAT?!
i'm getting sick of this. would it hurt to ask for at least a full day off on Sunday? i just want to have peace and enjoy my life as i can... at this point, i can't stand my parents. i can't find my reason to live if it's just gonna be lived for me.
i hate my mom for treating me like this. i hate my dad for being angry too easily, i hate my sister for being such a stuck-up smart alec, and i hate my brother for being spoiled rotton and annoying! stressed
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