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"Judgement"
For once a heart can live with joy...a cheerful being lives about...even when heavy burdens come to bring sorrow...laughter will diminish the darkness…never again to darken the light of her joyful heart…I was like that…a cheerful and joyous in everyway…until a horrid deed changed my life forever…
Even a warm heart can instantly become cold with such unspeakable bitterness… “Nonsense!” people would exclaim…making it sound as if it were a simple mistake…even if they already felt the pain however concealed it within their hearts… this deed of pain…can destroy you physically, mentally, emotionally and can change one’s life-direction… people even use it as a sort of entertainment to amuse themselves not knowing that they are killing somebody’s soul…slowly… “A challenge of self-confidence.” They call it…while I just call it: unjust…
But who I am to complain…for I, myself had done this not only once…I now cannot remain as joyous as I used to be…a life with no confidence I live in…wherein I had a lot of attempts to give up…this terrible torture can cause one’s high-hopes to die in a quick blink…wherein you feel the weight of the world upon your shoulders…the feeling as if the world is turning against you while you constantly lose to it…the feeling of a fading heart…losing to darkness……
Who can bear this pain without crying an ocean of tears…? For I know this fearful doing dwells inside each person…it cannot be avoided…one cannot escape it…the agony goes on…and will never cease to destroy us slowly…
…never again…
…could I smile…
…for my heart has turned…
…to stone…
For once a heart can live with joy...a cheerful being lives about...even when heavy burdens come to bring sorrow...laughter will diminish the darkness…never again to darken the light of her joyful heart…I was like that…a cheerful and joyous in everyway…until a horrid deed changed my life forever…
Even a warm heart can instantly become cold with such unspeakable bitterness… “Nonsense!” people would exclaim…making it sound as if it were a simple mistake…even if they already felt the pain however concealed it within their hearts… this deed of pain…can destroy you physically, mentally, emotionally and can change one’s life-direction… people even use it as a sort of entertainment to amuse themselves not knowing that they are killing somebody’s soul…slowly… “A challenge of self-confidence.” They call it…while I just call it: unjust…
But who I am to complain…for I, myself had done this not only once…I now cannot remain as joyous as I used to be…a life with no confidence I live in…wherein I had a lot of attempts to give up…this terrible torture can cause one’s high-hopes to die in a quick blink…wherein you feel the weight of the world upon your shoulders…the feeling as if the world is turning against you while you constantly lose to it…the feeling of a fading heart…losing to darkness……
Who can bear this pain without crying an ocean of tears…? For I know this fearful doing dwells inside each person…it cannot be avoided…one cannot escape it…the agony goes on…and will never cease to destroy us slowly…
…never again…
…could I smile…
…for my heart has turned…
…to stone…
