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I don't know what I did but man...As soon as I woke up this morning everything that could've gone wrong went wrong...Mom and I have been at each others throats all day, me yelling at her, making her cry, her screaming at me, making me upset....I mean damn, its not even just school! She asked me earlier, "God whats wrong with you? Why have you been so angry lately? What did I do to get a daughter like you?" Mind you, she was saying all this stuff while I stood there in front of her...Trying not to start crying but definetely failing with that....God I mean, maybe sometimes she doesn't get how much her words and actions hurt me but then there's those other times where I'm pretty damn sure she knows exactly how bad she hurts me....Dad isn't much help either, him and I have also been at each others throats, and him and I got into quite a few fights. He was at my house two days ago and was all like, "Oh well, I've left my mark for now" What a dumbass...I was taking a shower the other day and I started seeing them. What he'd left. Bruises. Everywhere. Yeah, I guess he did leave his mark didn't he? I freaked out, knowing I had to go to school no matter what so Mom didn't get suspicious. I was like, oh s**t how am I supposed to hide all of these? My friends aren't stupid, they wouldn't let something like that go. So I had to lie. I had to lie to these people that mean so much to me. "Oh, I fell", or "Oh, I must've tripped while walking around my house" There's no way they can know. And there's nothing I can do about it.