Sadness engulfs me, I no longer feel the need to be here, who cares if I go away, Nobody will miss me when I'm gone, what's the point of my existance if I can't ever be happy, is fate only cruel to me, am I really that much hated, why am I here, why am I being punished, what did I ever do to deserve this rejection, I guess I'll never know, I don't wanna leave this world but I have no one here, I'm probably dead to them anyway...