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I can no longer bear to be alive, a hole of emptiness has been created deep within me, nothing can fill it up, Home is no longer a haven, happiness is but a mere illusion caused by my own thoughts and desires, there is no light in my path to help me through this depression, why was I born but only to grieve my own existance? pain is my only cure, the pain which will end my suffering, I can not find another answer that will let me be at peace, life is not an option that I can take, I must leave this world for I am unable to live a life that makes me happy, I do not care for my well-being and neither does anyone else, Kill me or I shall do it myself, my life is pittiful, take it away then I shall be without my worries, I shall be eternally silent and my world will dissapear from my sight ...