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There are but five things that make up a special person you desire or love dearly, want to have but cant sometimes, and yet you feel like the person is next to you, I sure do. Heart, Mind, Soul, Love, and Unity... five words that makes up the special person you have. This will go to a special person I have in mind, the love of my life...

Everytime I felt pain in my Heart, she always fixed the pain with her heart, and if she was hurt I would pick up the piece and fix them so they dont break again. I fill up her heart with happiness and kindness, the proper way a man treats his lady. Her heart may be weak because of many times she was hurt, or because she's not loved, but I always helped her to bring her back up on her feet, knowing that its not over, for she will find the one who will fill her world with the things she has wanted for a long time. My heart will forever be yours, and yours alone, the promise I made for you will never break, my heart is strong now thanks to you giving me your heart in exchange.

Everytime my Mind thinks of you, its an endless thought of memories and images, it wonders whether I'll see you someday or even tomorrow. The mind stays together compare to the other parts, because its only clouded with pain and sorrow, but it never breaks unless you make yourself insane. I smile everytime I think of her, our moment talking, our laughter, our nice moment and our memories, it all flows into the mind like a beautiful melody. I get myself into my dream world, imagining alot of happiness with her as she is by my side at those moment, even if I hear others say it wont be true, I never believe them, because deep down, Im already thinking of the future we can have together.

When I feel lost or alone, your Soul is always next to me, comforting me from my pain and tears, and Im happy she's there for me. I always feel something around me, is it her arms, is it her lips on my neck or cheek, is it her breath thats making me shiver but feels nice, I dont know but I feel that she is there even though I dont see her. If she's alone, my soul will come to her to comfort her, wipe her tears away and destroy the pain she's felt for this day and the many other days to come. When our souls met it felt like the start of something new, a whole new experience for me and the feeling that she would be the one for me, so I kept her at my side as a great friend until it was time to tell the truth, and I did... she felt the same... and our souls felt whole. All this time I felt another piece missing, a soul mate... and Ive found her.

Where can I begin... Love... when you say you love me, my heart is happy, my mind is thinking and my soul is jumpy. It fills me with such happiness that words alone arent enough to express this feeling. I wish for the day we meet our love for eachother will grow even more, because I have decided already and for a long time I would give her my love to hold on to forever. Whenever you hug me even though its not exactly real because your not here, I feel it... I feel happy because of your embrace and want to stay there for a while, whenever you make me laugh I always have a smile on my face, laughing as well and enjoying our time together, feeling our love growing stronger and stronger. When you kiss me even though its not exactly real because your not there, I can still feel your lips... by soul I can feel the tenderness and softness of your lips as my heart and mind want more, they cant get enough of you. When we meet however, my love, I will give you the hugs you desire and if you say dont let go, I never will... unless of course you say to let go. But anyways, when we meet, I will hold your hand, maybe go for a walk, or go out on our first date, or just sit down and hold it like we're truly in love... Ive always been in love with you from the day we started to get close spiritually. When we do meet, I will give you a kiss that you will want to remember, I shall take away your first kiss, and with that feeling, plus mines, I know we will together until the end, and even after that. When our love is whole, I want to take it to the next step, a step thats very unique to people, but it means something in life.

With the four out of five truths in place, theres the one that brings them all together... Unity. I feel united already with her, my heart is hers, my mind will keep wondering about her, her soul is always with me, and her love is eternal like the sun and moon. I can start by saying, our unity is like nature, its beautiful, clean, peaceful, loving, colorful, and loving. Its also like the sun, its heat showing hom much is your love, the brightness showing you want me so much, and as it raise and falls, you always watch me. Its like the moon, when it shines down your leading me through a peaceful path and my sights ahead are clear to see, never feeling alone because your rays of light hitting down at me. Our unity is like lightning, the combination of clouds and thunder, striking down at those who wish to do us harm. Its like a river, endless and eternal, loving and soundless, peaceful and beautiful. Its like the winds, the colder it gets the stronger our bond is as well, the less of it there is, the more I feel that your coming for me. Its even like fire, the stronger the heat, the bigger our love, the larger it is, the stronger our connection it. Unity makes up these four things, and love... you make up all these qualities and even more. I will give you many great things you want and desire, you say its me you want, you have me right next to you and I wont leave your side, ever... we will be together forever and get through everything that tries to hurt us, until we one day reach the destiny we want, our future... ^^