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Ok came to a bleak conclusion. cant really trust anyone. cant (or shouldnt )fall in love with anyone. Only heart break. but i say that every time and always end up gettin hurt in the end. is it really that hard 2 find someone that u can just trust!?! so far in life ive only been able to trust very few, always keepin my gard up. And im sick and tired of it!!!!! cry Not to mention I am goin 2 leave my friends since i am goin 2 a diffrent school district entirely! i just fee so abandoned and torn and just want to cry out and well dissapear ninja . Fat chance of that happening neutral But what can u do huh? if there is one thing ive learned its that everything happens 4 a reason.even though we cant see it, there is a light at the end of the tunnel. ( i hope!) Well whats the worst that can happen rite? ( scary thought confused ) maybe i should try following my own advice 4 a change.... heart