Hey people. ive been doing a little better since my last journal. read it if you havent. I have gone through so much drama. I have been through the lies, and i guess i just get really confused. my friends hate to see me there acting normal. because my normal apparently is all sad and emo. but i like when im like that. i have more peace. but people annoy the hell out of me trying to cheer me up when half the damn time im not even sad. so i have to purposly annoy my friends so they hate me so i can be left alone. i know, confusing, but it is the only way for me to get any damn peace. there is still a lot of drama and lies. but my best friend matt, and for some reason, one of my bros best friends, have helped me through this. they help me understand that i shoudnt let it get to me. it is stupid. Thank you Matty and Jason!! well anyway i got to go!!
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