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OK Sunday was the day that i was going to have Sekkusu with my boyfriend but i ended up chickhening out, we made out a bit at the movies and some other stuff as well. I just hope that next sunday will be the day that i go through with it i know i haven't known him long but i just feel like i've known him all my life, we have so much in common it's uncanny, which is good, but i wish i could do more i want more than what we have now, he want's to and all but it's me, just me i'm the one that's not going through with it i just have to convents myself a little more that doing this isn't such a bad thing, it's natural and one day i'll end up having to do it anyways, so why not now.