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I am realizing what I did was wrong.
I am realizing that I wasnt there for you when you needed me.
Real friends would stand by your side through any thing but i ran and hid.
While you were screaming I just pretended like I couldn't hear you.
I just cant believe that you would do that.
It was so abnormal I didnt know how to handle it.
I was scared not for myself but for the people that were involved in what you were doing.
For when you did that you hurt someone.
Two people in fact.
You hurt the person you once loved so terribly that I couldn't watch any more.
The second person your hurting is yourself.
After this experience your life and the lives of those around you will never be the same.
The group will be broken up.
Our of friends, our second family will never be the same.
And some how I know I'm going to end up standing there alone.
I have no where else to go.
I thought that we would all be together.
Now everyone is just coming in and out of my world.
Its the end of my world as I know it, and I'm not fine.