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May 29th. Day my heart broke. Psh. I love him. I'm pretty sure he doesn't love me. Even if he says he didn't want to hurt me. Bull. I tried to submit a journal entry that morning about how much I loved him but Gaia was screwing up so I just closed out and by that afternoon he had done the dirty deed. Cheated on my heart. Sucks. I, of course, loving him, let him immediately back into my heart and I'm already kissing him a week later. Is it just habitual? I can't fight what I feel for him, so why try? I have control this time. I won't lose myself again.