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For someone who really wanted the negative feelings off his shoulders by apologizing, saying that "jokes on him, he died rawffle" really must mean there wasn't much to be rid of.

In death, there are things that should never be said or even referred to. This unsaid person, which probably a lot of you know, had his mother diagnosed with skin cancer. She could have died and during the time we were together, I helped him through that. Had we broken up during said time, I would NEVER have referred to his mother and her condition. Luckily, she did not die. And if she had, I, again, would have never said ANYTHING, about that.

Seems to me that the one who supposedly is so bitchy and so cruel and so prideful really has a lot to learn from the person who accuses him of such things. Maybe if I watch I can learn to be even more sadistic.

Who knows?


-DVB, TBQ, Tim


PS: guess what? rawffle. oh and btw. Its "joke's" not "jokes"

One means "joke is" and the other means "many jokes". learn to use punctuation.


Oh, and you would like to know, WHY it makes me laugh? Other than the fact that I bear NO animosity at all? Because THIS is the original message:


<B>
I wanted to say I'm sorry for your loss.

...Actually, that's false. I originally wanted to laugh in your face. I was perfectly content with that until I realized how much of a heartless person that makes me. I don't know why, but ever since we broke up, I've always felt more comfortable hating you than liking you, making myself better than you.

But that's not okay, and I understand that now.

So why did I send this? No, it's not because I expect us to talk, or so that I might gain your forgiveness or any crap like that. I just realized I'm always such an a** to you, and I was always an a** about Kevin. And when I thought about puting myself in your shoes, if Jake were to die, I'd be devestated. I wouldn't know what to do. I'd cry and cry until my eyes swelled shut. And that's what finally made me decided that I should apologize, and that I wanted to lend out my sympathies.

The number's (insert numero). Call me if you don't feel like talking to the CT crew about what you're going through. I don't expect you to take me up on this offer, but sometimes I think everyone needs the offer just for a sense of security, someone to talk to when you know no one else can listen.

May Kevin R.I.P., and I'm truly sorry for your loss,
Brent </B>