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I just felt like writing random stuff right here in this box.
Like....ummm....well... you'll see

My day was pretty good today, the usual kind of Sunday:Went to church, came home, helped around the house, chatted with my Gaian friends, had a good time.
I fear I have no life sometimes, I'm always stuck here, so any chance i have to get out, I take- I don't want to become a pasty-pale hermit who has no social life...
My sister really gets on my nerves sometimes, she never listens to me even though i'm supposed to be "in charge" and my parents even give up on her sometimes so I have to do what she was supposed to It makes me so mad....but not that i can change it, the thing that ticks me off the most is the fact that she won't accept anyone's help, and then complins that she doesn't know how to/can't do something.... I wonder what her life will be like in 20 years....the future, that's a distant topic... sometimes i'm afraid of my future, what will become of me? i almost can't imagine myself older than now, in my own house....let alone with a husband and children 0_o what kind o job will i have, and will i ever see one of my dreams come true? Will I remember any of my friends here on Gaia? I hope so, Because i have some pretty awesome friends here. I love my friends, though i never feel like i quite fit in...i'm usually not an uber social person....i never have anything interesting to talk about, and when i try to say something...no words come to mind and then there's that akward silence. that kind that says, ok time to leave each other, or find something else to do. I've never really liked who i am very much, but if there is one thing i love, it's my voice, i love to sing, and i'm good at it-Not trying to brag, but it's just about the only thing i actually think i'm good at, i'm smart, but not the smartest, nice, but not the nicest, but when i sing, i feel like i'm the best at something, just that one thing.

~Wasted Space~