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[[Dear Diary]]
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dreams.
i dont remeber the begining or how i showed up in this village that iev been to before in another dream. i was running into the gatway wiff this guy that i dont knoe. he looked like he was WAY older than me, and looked like Ben Burnley {the lead voacals of breaking benjamin} we where there and i showed him around, i was wereing a dress, and a sweater. my hair was messy and my makup was very smeared. and he was wearing black. well the lights were hipnitizing in the trees, pink, green, blue, and purple, they were all fading into eachother. relly pretty. we pased the fish market that was more like an aquarim with eels in them. then we wen into the ally, with the old, poor ppl stood aside in. they were standing by the fire, and sayd hi to me, i knew them considering my past dreams. i then went to have a sit down at this resuratant i usaully go to in other dreams. the young lady tended to us and took us down this long isle to a table. we sat and talked. she came back and kept bragging and bragging about how her resuarnt is better than haggy's jills restuarnt she kept telling us not to go there. we desisded to leave. she was getting angery. when i opended the door haggy jill was standing right there and sayd hi to me, i knew her aswell. llike i knew everyone. even thoe her restuarnt was flashier with more fancy stuff and nice, haggy jill's was alot more homy. as we were walking around we passed the pink ... thing.. i knew... it. and sayd hi aswell. he alwaies has a bad attitude. also there where the four typical people playing cards on a box, smoking. but then theres alwaies this one person, or thing, that get takes stuff and chases me away from the smokey road. no whtat we were away by the gatway he bought a cell phone. we sat down on rocks by the gateway. then we kissed eachother. it seemed like we both wanted to. i grabed onto his neck and his fingers got entangled in my messy hair. it was wierd, not like anyone i have ever kissed =/ we didnt get anyfurther, the gates opened and i was compltly dark out, we were holding hands. i saw james coming over to me. he was almost late. but not quite. i was worried it was dark out and i hadnt called my parents yet. he had given me his cellphone. i tried calling and it wasnt working, i needed some exuse to be out this late. concidering i was in prescott, i went to wendies i wasn't quite lost but i asked a little kid on a tricycle if we were in the A bulidings, he sayd yess. so i knew exactly where to go. i walked in and we all sit down, wendy just came out of her room, all dressed, makup and all. she sayd that she was just about to go to the mall. i was like okayy, and i tried calling my parents over and over and over again, and they wouldnt pick up. it started ringing again and i woke up before anyone picked upp.
...ME...
dress-meens to be every girlish or feminine.
sweater-represents a kind of innocence, immaturity, or naive thinking.
hair- knotted or tangled, then it is symbolic of uncertainty and confusion in my life.

{him}black-symbolizes the unknown, unconscious, danger, or mystery.

eels/aquarimns- to see an eel in your dream, indicates that you have issues with commitment. tt also means that you have problems holding on to things. uhm aquarimns meen to have "un-stasfation"

alley-to see an alley in you dream, suggests that yew have limited options. alternatively, it indicates that you may be sidetracked due to domestic duties and find yurself in a dilemma.

resturant- feeling overwhelmed by decisions/choices that you need to make in your life. Alternatively, it indicates that you are seeking for emotional nourishment outside of your social support system

smoke- to see smoke in your dream, signifies that some trouble will be entering your life. yew are suffering from confusion and anxiety. yew arn't seeing things clearly.

box- limitations && restrictions.

sitting down- indicates your indecision and not knowing what yew want to do with yourself in the near future.

kissing him- feelings of self-guilt and self-betrayal, beacuse i was cheating on james.

cellphone-to see or use a cell phone in your dream, indicates that yew are being receptive to new information. it also represents your mobility.

tricyle- indicates an ease of tension in your life. It may also symbolize simplicity and a carefree nature

child- innocence, purity, simplicity, and a carefree attitude. yew may be longing for the past and the chance to satisfy repressed desires and unfulfilled hopes.





 
 
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