Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

 
 

View User's Journal

Yuzi's Musings
Hmm...
To be read in conjunction with last journal entry. (See below)

Quote:
What do I do, what do I say?
Things have changed while you've been away.
A fight ensues, then the make up,
then it starts again, dont want to break up.
Please believe me, please trust me,
dont lose me, I love you.

Trust me, believe me. I beg you, please.
Im hurting, Im crying, trying to appease.
Nothing I do is enough to make you happy.(again)
Happy the way we used to be before the day,
the day when everything fell away.

I'm tired of the same routine again and again,
it's my heart that you're supposed to mend.
If you love me, dont hurt me,
be here for me, don't desert me.
Dont be selfish, Im here, too.
You hurt out loud, when inside, my hurt stews.

Trust me, believe me. I beg you, please.
Im hurting, Im crying, trying to appease.
Nothing I do is enough to make you happy.
Happy the way we used to be before the day,
the day when everything fell away.

Dont you think Im angry, too?
You rant and rave, and over who?
Someone who doesnt matter. Someone who hurt us both.
Why, in your moments alone, do you think of the worst?
You think I'll find someone else, that I can do better,
dont you think when you say that, that "Maybe I'll upset her?"

Trust me, believe me. I beg you, please.
Im hurting, Im crying, trying to appease.
Nothing I do is enough to make you happy.
Happy the way we used to be before the day,
the day when everything fell away.

There's only so much I can take before I burst,
when everything you predict takes a turn for the worse.
I wish it never happened. I wish it would go away.
There'd would be no more mess, no more sad days.

But what did happen wasn't my error.
I just happened to be there, I was just her.
I blame them, not you, for what happened.
I blame you for letting it get this bad.
If you want to keep on remembering that day, fine.
But, if I find someone else, it's your fault, not mine.

Trust me, believe me. I beg you, please.
Im hurting, Im crying, trying to appease.
Nothing I do is enough to make you happy.
Happy the way we used to be before the day,
the day when everything fell away.






User Comments: [4] [add]
Mihito
Community Member
avatar
commentCommented on: Wed Apr 20, 2005 @ 03:44am
ninja


commentCommented on: Wed Apr 20, 2005 @ 11:56am
Thats pretty good, hopefully the person intended for will find it as a heads up.



Techpriest Enginseer
Community Member
Yuzi_K
Community Member
avatar
commentCommented on: Wed Apr 20, 2005 @ 02:32pm
*hugs* Thanks Doji. That's if I decide to send it. sweatdrop It's pretty heavy stuff.


commentCommented on: Wed Apr 20, 2005 @ 05:21pm
I sent it just now.

I..really cant take not letting him see it anymore..



Yuzi_K
Community Member
User Comments: [4] [add]
 
 
Manage Your Items
Other Stuff
Get GCash
Offers
Get Items
More Items
Where Everyone Hangs Out
Other Community Areas
Virtual Spaces
Fun Stuff
Gaia's Games
Mini-Games
Play with GCash
Play with Platinum