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In the evening, I saw you in the orange sun.
I'm not spoiled, I don't live in the lap of luxury. I don't make a lot of money, I don't have many friends. I don't have a car, I don't have an amazing job but when I can do something out of my own pocket or on my own. Its an incredible feeling for me! I feel accomplished and like I'm not so worthless. That I can get a whole of this flopping dead horse that I call a like and bring it back to life a little bit.

He think its just about getting a new cell phone. He thinks it just about the phone, about having a new phone. its not...

Its so much more then that, its the feeling of accomplishment. The feeling of being grown up. The feeling of being an adult. Of being able to take care of myself. I'm scared about moving. I'm so scared! I can't tell Stephen though or he will tell me, "Maybe you aren't ready to move up here."

No, fear doesn't mean you aren't ready. It means you're scared, yes. But if you are strong enough to stand up and take the fear head on, you are ready and willing.

I'm tired of being a child. I'm 21, its time to get things in my own name. Its time for me to take care of myself and stand on my own feet. I can bath my self, feed myself, so lets take it a step farther and do everything on my own.






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Reyokioh
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commentCommented on: Thu Jul 05, 2007 @ 10:30pm
cry i r your friend!


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