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Is a few hours of silence ever too much to ask of anyone?
Apparently it is in my house! I just want one day without yelling, screaming, arguing, crying or any other noise. My niece constantly wants something so bad, but when she gets it she doesn't want it anymore. I mean she flippen screams and cries her head off for something. Right now she's going through the cabbinets. confused

Another thing: My mom is pissing me off again(nothing new but...). She's complaining
"I'm not cut out for this anymore" when she's taking care of my niece for short periods of time(like 15-20min). I just find it annoying how she has no patience. Then she's always bragging about how much weight she's losing each week or something and that she's constantly needing new clothes. My sister and I both think that she's trying to shove it in our faces. My sister talked to her therapist and my mom might have some traits of some kind of syndrome or something; I forgot what it's called, but it's like you never know how the person's going to react.

Then to top it off: I don't have a choice in watching any tv programs all day (which is usually fine, cause I'm on the comp! rolleyes ). Today I marked an episode of Bleach that's going to be on, but once the little "Auto tune" thing appeared she's like "Bleach? What's that?" I told her it was my show, and she cancelled it! Goddamn it! All I freaking ask is for ONE...ONE TV PROGRAM that's only like 30minutes long! I got so mad ONLY because they're always like "*sigh* there's nothing on tv to watch". scream

As soon as I turn 18 I'm getting the hell out of this place. Some people say that because, like me, are bugged by their parents or want to have more freedom, but then end up staying with their parents for another 5years. No. Not me. I will get a job soon and save up(and not spend a single penny of my own) and I will get the HELL OUT OF THIS PLACE!

I Can't take it anymore. I want to leave this place behind so bad.