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Aerith14
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2005 @ 12:28am

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	ATTRACT Man do I attract the wierdest friends at school. No one except 2 or 3 of them i don't really connect with. They always come to me with a problem, and they always lie to me. But being the good friend I am, I go right along with it and act like i believe them. They always bring me down, and make me feel bad about myself. I hate feeling that way, I want to be happy that I have friends, not go home and want to move to another state. Friends are there to cheer you up and help you in dark times, I do that for them, so why dont they do that for me. On the other hand my social life isn't all that good either. I don't even have a boyfriend. I'm always in my room dancing, or acting out my favorite anime. Sometimes I wonder if there's something worng with me. Maybe I'm to over protective of myself, or maybe no lives up to my standards. In any case, I need to live a more healthy and productive life. I hope whoever reads this that your life is way better than mine.

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Jisano
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Commented on: Sat Apr 23, 2005 @ 07:36pm


	gawd. i hate ppl who treat their friends like that. you need to try and take control of what they do to you! thats what i do anyway....

Commented on: Fri May 20, 2005 @ 02:53pm


	I'm sorry u felt that way. R u over it or r there still problems? U know u can always tell me when u have really cruddy days, right? Sorry for replying late I haven't had the time to go on gaia in a while. Her, I want to reply to this: (and I quote) "I hope whoever reads this that your life is way better than mine." way better than yours? no not really, pretty much just the same as yours. It's not bad, but it's not totally perfect either, it still has some cracks in the sidewalk. Oops!!.......... I hope I did not just say something that would hurt your feelings! cry I gotta go. Bye

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Mizuroze
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Commented on: Thu Jun 02, 2005 @ 06:46pm


	I used to feel that way, but then I went to a different school and got better friends, now I'm actually happier than I was then. During those days, the only reason I had friends was because they pittied me.

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