I don't know what to write about really. I just feel that if i don't type i'm going to lose my mind. Today sucked, first of all i have four boys in the house, my two bros and then we have to other kids staying with us, and i'm the only girl. Then today after my physical therepy appt. me and my bro got into a fight, were i almost got out of the car and walked home. And now my parents want some alone time and i have no one to talk to. I just feel like everything is all screwed up, i just wan't someone to listen, i feel terrible. Life as i know it is terrible, and school is coming up so my stress level is rising, i don't know what i'm going to do, i know i'll just have to put up with it, but when can i stop. oh well, i guess i'm just only caring about me right now instead of other ppl, so does that make me a bad person. i hope not, i don't want to just complain my whole life away. *IT'S REALLY HOT IN THIS HOUSE* sorry about that, but it really is. guess its time for me to look in the mirror and smile, because this is as good as life is going to get, and nothing can make it change. but is this really how life goes, or can it change?
Aerith14 Community Member 
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