My Shattered Heart
I lay here in the shadow of my mind,
I see you walking amongst the silhouettes
I want to leave you behind,
But what little is left of my broken heart still lingers.
I breathe for you,
I live for you,
I can't go on without you.
But the only way to mend this broken heart of mine,
Is to let go of the only thing I have.
These shards of pain still lay here inside me,
Broken, unwanted.
And every time I see your face,
Another shard falls to the floor shattered.
I have tried and tried again to forget you.
But if I shove you out of my mind,
I only come to find,
That the only thing I ever loved is gone.
It sickens me to think of you this way,
But how can I go on loving you if I must sacrifice the shards of my heart?
To give you what I promised not to that fateful day.
Do you just long to see me go?
I tell you I love you so,
So why do you want me to lose the only thing I have left?
You lie to me and say you love me.
If you do let me ask you this single deed.
Stop poisoning my heart and mind.
Leave me forever.
Just let me end it all here alone...
I have put my trust in some one for the last time,
I should know by now not to trust,
Not to love,
But I am just like the rest.
Even though it kills me to love you,
I still care about you.
I know I should try not to speak,
But everytime I hear your voice.
I am compelled to make this choice.
I hate you,
I love you,
I fear you,
Why does it have to be this way?
Just let me go,
Release me so that I may die here alone...
 Alucarda Incarnate · Wed Apr 27, 2005 @ 03:07am · 0 Comments |
