Shaking
Trembling,
Pretentiously faking
For the sake of survival; surrendering.
Straining to the point of existential draining.
Integrated, forced caging.
All the while my sanity waning-
And soul deranging.
Violating, controlling, patrolling.
Cauterizing, surviving, thriving.
Ripping, shredding, impaling, limping, rolling.
Patronizing, criticizing, hypnotizing.
"How much can she endure, Doctor?
Surely by now she is mad.
Three strikes and you're out, isn't that what that say about girls like her?
Especially with the demons she's had"
Try to kill me, I'll rise from the blood.
Try to destroy me, I'll rebuild from my own rubble.
Try to abandon me, that's ******** fine I now love when I'm alone.
Try to rape me, you can't take if nothing was ever there.
Take me down another notch
Attempt to force me down a lower peg.
Try to hurt me, I'll drown you in your own septic mud.
Try to know me, go right ahead and in advance sorry for your trouble.
Try to convince me, there's no soul left- I'm a ******** drone.
And no it isn't fair,
The best part was how they did nothing but watch,
No matter how loud I screamed or begged.
 Alucarda Incarnate · Wed Nov 13, 2013 @ 03:46am · 0 Comments |
