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something i wrote......


the rain pored down out side of my window as i staired at the computer screen. nothing interesting ever happend here. the occasional fire but all and all its a pretty dull town. i was pretty much spacing out stairing at a banner add when my best friend rebecka nocked on the apartmint door. after practicaly passing out from standing up i slowly draged my self to the door and triped over nothing like normal about 4 feet from the door and landed in it face first. getting up everything went blury and my eyes started to hurt so i shut them and attempted to open my door from nothing but memory. after about 5 misses i grabed the cold metal door nob, turned and opened it right on my head. Rebecka made her way in now that the door was opend and made a little gasp of shock as she saw me laying on the floor practicaly out cold and bleading from my forehead. she quickly made her way to my kitchen and grabed a wash cloth and soaked it in icy water and grabed a small bottle of pills.

i woke up to see her worried face stairing at me from around 6 inches away. imeaditaly she launched into her lecture on how i shouldnt spend so much time on the computer and that i needed to get out and have fresh air. i kinda was in and out of most of it, her lectures arnt exactly the most interesting.

after i could finaly stand we went out to get a bite to eat which i apperently agreed to... it was all rather boring. she took me to her favorit book store, a run down old store called "the book awasis". apperently she could alwase find the book that she wanted here. she was big on reading, im not.... she bought be a book called "chaser" and told me to read it.

as we were leaving the book store there was a scream from the old ware house right down the street. i didnt pay much attention but beeing the girl that rebecka was she grabed me by the hand and draged me twards it to check it out. the screams still didnt stop. they were the kind that scar u for life, the kind that tell u "hes going to kill me!", the kind that a little girl of the age of around 7 gives when she is threttend with a gun from a strange man in a black mask, wat some would say is a "scream for your life"... rebecka had no fear and i was pretty much numbed to these kinda things by my past.

she piled box on top of box in an attempt to look through the broken window 2 storys up. after she got enough and felt it was sturdy with out makeing enough noise...not that any one could hear it past those blood curdling yelps.

she went up first and when she made it up to the window all i could see was a look of plan terror and the blood leave her face, i had never seen her this way. with the way she normaly acted u would wonder if she actualy valued life. once she was at a bank with me and the man infront of us pulled out a gun and yelled at us to get down but she just walked closer to him and took the gun out of his hand, never a shot fired, no blood shed, only a room full of people in shock except her. this wasnt the first time she did something like that, and this wasnt the first time that she didnt get a scrach on her from these experiences.

she was a totaly difrent person when that happend. she usualy alwase had a smile on her face, just when i was hurt or when something like that happend. she would just lose all emotion during those events. almost as tho hipnotized. but this was the first time i had ever seen fear on her face and such great fear...

i could only imagin wat she saw...... before she fainted.

i was frozen in my spot, i couldnt move. she hit with a disgustingly meaty thud on the concreet ground... her head was bleading, and the look of terror on her face still stuck. all i could do was drag her out of the ally way, but as soon as i did a poliece car drove up and two poliece men got out.. i was beeten for coaperating and thrown into the back with many bruses and blood. 3 teath in my hand i sat curled in a ball next to my unconcious friend.......