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Why should it matter?!?
I don't understand why everyone is so obsessed with weight.

arrow Myself, I am fat, but not mortally obese. I am in relatively good physical condition despite this: I can run for a reasonable time without starting to lack breath, in fact I have more stamina than many who are skinnier than me. Although I only have average upper body strength, I have very strong legs(being able to bench over 300 pounds with them) and exceptional lung capacity. I am also of near-genius intelligence (I'm not quite a genius, to my immense regret).
arrow Though all this is true, I am constantly tormented about my weight by most everyone, including my family, and I have to constantly act superior to get people to believe I am not and idiot (because only idiots are stupid enough to become fat, right?!? evil ) It has gotten to be such a problem, that around 4 years ago I developed serious anger issues and I lack social skills of any type. I have to constantly struggle not to explode with anger and seriously injure someone. (which, I regret to say, I have done before.)
arrow Now, what REALLY angers me is that none of this (other than my weight) is any of my fault. My hideous inability to deal with people and my inferiority complex is due ENTIRELY to other people's attitude towards me.
arrow God I hate people. If I'm not good enough for you, keep your goddamned mouth shut before I punch you. Assholes.





Fira Arnithe
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