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I have a pet peeve, one that I think many people have, or at least get my point of view. I hate it, with everything I have, (which isnt a lot but hey, im getting there.) when people blame their "ISSUES" on other people. Changing yourself, your habits or any part of you in this life is like a painting at work, every little change, every little tweak takes you closer to a finished portrait of yourself. Change is a part of life. So why blame it on others? I hate it when people change and they blame it on others. Maybe thats why I hate Katherine. I mean, I can get along with her, but her morals and her set views are so stupid that it pisses me off when she tries to blame me, or her mom, or matt, or anyone else but herself. When I change, I have no one to blame but myself, why? Because I was that one that decided to change, to adapt. Everyone around you is an influence to a person you Could be. But you choose who you want to follow and who you want to have that major impact on yerself. I mean, I could tell you how much I have learned from people, how much I have changed and whatnot, but why? All that matters is the person I have become today, with no excuses anymore, and no more relying on other people to excuse my behavior. Heh, I love kimberly, shes my other half. We go together so perfectly that its no surprise that we are best of friends and closer than Sisters. Shes Everything Katherine is not. Shes not selfish, and IM sorry to say this Kat, but no matter how much you try, in the end thats what you end up being, selfish. It dont matter if you dont ask for a lot of Material things, because thats what they are, material things. But Shes laid back and takes things as they come, much like myself. If I had met her sooner, I think maybe I woudnt of done so many stupid things in my life. But eh, cant regret the past, because of the things Ive gone through and experienced Ive become much stronger and able to deal with different people and end up being resistant to those that would just utilize me. With her, I feel like im never being judged, she knows what she wants and goes for it, she doesnt balme others for what happenes to her and she makes no excuses for anything that she does wrong. She will explain laters to why she does things but she doesnt blame others. Shes Laid back, Humorous, Responsible, stable, and a person that will stick by you no matter what, after she knows you will do the same for her. Except, shes not that emotionaly open, sure kat tries to do that to, but Kim has more self control and can handle it better. When me and Kim are together, we talk about everything, from our future to whats going on right now, to our silly little hobbies. And I know that the excludes kat a lot and probably makes her uncomfortable, but you know Kat, We never actually talk about you. When we do, its what we both know about you and because you've done something to us. Which for some unknown reason, it feels like you always try to get me and kim in trouble or yer judging us. It makes me uncomfy, but eh, Me and kim deal with it. I have realized that, in my life, I dont need a person like you. And you probably hate me, but I dont care, why would I let you affect my life? I have NOTHING to learn from you, everything you have is negative and manipulative. But then again, not many people would know. It would take living with you and seeing how you really are to actually get to know you. Heh. I used to love you to, until you started getting ugly. Then, I just didnt know what to do. Im not a perfect person, and i never will be. But I at least know that I shoudnt blame others
heart Smile for me, Its the Most Beautiful thing you can Ever do.... 3nodding
 Talimsin · Thu Jul 12, 2007 @ 06:50pm · 0 Comments |
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