i was dropped off at a cave thing, and i had a cell phone wiff me the whole time. the thing was i never used it. not once. but i tried to get back. i had my friends wiiff me. they didnt look fimilar. i desided to hickhike my way out. there were these two guys that pulled over and asked "where to?" i pointed one way and they went the opposite, i didnt seem to mind. once i got to the edge of the cave, people drove up to pick me up, i went in to the two guys' truck and sayd thankyew. when i was driving away, i looked out of the window to were i was, like an undersea cave wiffout water. there were bubbles, and coral, and seaweed everywhere.
i remeber sleeping and waking up to people telling me to get up, that there was an easter party being held. i went over there by car, once again i was dropped off. once i got there, i met up wiff carolina, and this blonde guy. me and carolina got seperated. it was just me and this blonde dude. we helped wiff the party stuff. and there was bubble wrap...? we all did lots of helping around. eventully we both got seperated. later on, i went to the rooms to lay down, and i saw cato and him laying down. looks like cato was trying to get his attention. he didnt seem so interested. but when i layed down right next to him and in his arms, he was happy to see me, and looked at me wiff passion. i fell asleep and he traced my lips with his finger he kissed me.
all this time ive been in california i havent had one dream wiff james in it. i feel as if im very very far from him. and its so true. i wish he'd talk to me more. i hate these dreams were its always NOT james. how could this happen if im freqently, continusey thinking about him, all the time.
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