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We all have a puzzel You know how sometimes you get that feeling of hurt right where your heart is? Well I have that right now and after a two week depression I have been pulled right back in and I feel like a fool for doing what I did. I mean you guys have no idea what I feel like right now maybe you do maybe you don't but my life is a complete mess and I am constantly trying to pick up the pieces and trying to put them together but at the same time I helping others on a constant base put their pieces back together. I have found people to help me but the pain is still here and the pieces don't stay in place. I am being a fool by trying to put the biggest piece in first and that piece is love. I should be working on the edges of the puzzle and build up my character instead of trying to build the middle first. When you work on a puzzle you work on the edge to get the shape of the puzzle and believe that, that resembles us and who we are and everything else in the middle is our lessons our loves our life. And I have been trying to go from the middle out I haven't figured out who I am or at least maybe I think I have. -Raizu

Posted by: Rawrzellers Wed Jul 18, 2007 @ 03:25am

Do not take anything I say seriously... like really I'm only 10% serious on forums.

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[ Misha ]
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Sat Jul 28, 2007 @ 05:21am

It's all right. No one our age has any idea who they are. That includes me.
You're fine, Raiz.
And when you're feeling upset, you have to remember that I'm here. I love talking to you. And helping. You just have to reach out sometimes. ^.^

Slumbering Pierrot
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Thu Jun 19, 2008 @ 12:09am

Hey i really don't know you that well but the best thing for you to do is to find your then work the bottom up and if you ever feel sad listen to your favorite songs that make you happy and try to drown out all of your problem they won't go away but it will definately help it help me get over my father's death

JeeszyCreezy
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Mon Nov 02, 2009 @ 06:27am

Rebuilding yourself is hard, they make it should so darn easy but when a person is so prone to being sad it's hell digging out of a hole. I deal with the same issues hun and all I can say what makes me happy is being grateful for what I have and just being happy that the sun came up. There is a line from Oasis "It's the little things that make me so happy" and I use it a lot. I hope you find your own way to constantly discover joy for yourself something you can always turn to when you feel staring at your puzzle is getting to your eyes. Be it a person or action like drawing or like going on a run clearing your mind when it's just you and the Earth.

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