You know how sometimes you get that feeling of hurt right where your heart is?
Well I have that right now and after a two week depression I have been pulled right back in and I feel like a fool for doing what I did. I mean you guys have no idea what I feel like right now maybe you do maybe you don't but my life is a complete mess and I am constantly trying to pick up the pieces and trying to put them together but at the same time I helping others on a constant base put their pieces back together. I have found people to help me but the pain is still here and the pieces don't stay in place. I am being a fool by trying to put the biggest piece in first and that piece is love. I should be working on the edges of the puzzle and build up my character instead of trying to build the middle first. When you work on a puzzle you work on the edge to get the shape of the puzzle and believe that, that resembles us and who we are and everything else in the middle is our lessons our loves our life. And I have been trying to go from the middle out I haven't figured out who I am or at least maybe I think I have.
-Raizu
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