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"summer lovin, happened so fast..."
i just got back from camp. it was really fun because i got a bf there. we met on the first day and then the next we were together. it was amazing. seriously. we were like the center of gossip between his and my cabins. the first day was all innocent. we just talked about stuff and played cats cradle (yes i said cats cradle). then at the end he asked if i coming tomorrow and i said ya and he said, "great. see you tomorrow." so then the next day we hung out and then we had to leave and he put his arm around my shoulders and i put mine around his waist as we walked. my sister was with us and she was like, "it looks like you guys are together." and he, his name is alex by the way, said, "bout time i got a girlfriend." and i was like, okay. then the next day i was tired so during free time i put my head on his shoulder and he kissed the top of my head. then it was over and we walked the same way as before only this time i held his hand. the one that was on my shoulder. it was like the "fingers laced" hand holding. then we got to the field and realized that free time wasn't over so we like held on to each other until a counseler told us to stop. then it was over and we hugged one last time and i kissed him on the cheek. i got in a bit of trouble for that. well, i was constantly in trouble after that.
i think it was the same day and the older kids were in the tlc (gym) and i saw him in the halls where the bathrooms are. i gave my cabin mate, brittney, a hug, i dont remember why, and alex was like right next to us. so i said, "alex, would you like a hug to?" and he said sure so i hugged him then he kissed me so i kissed him back. and the next day, well yesterday, the mine and his cabin were going on this hike thing intead of eating lunch with the rest of the kids. we walked how we did before, arms around eachother, holding hands, then one of his cabin mates was like, "dude, this is your girl?" and i was like, "so alex, you talk about me behind my back?" like fake angry, but he said it wasn't bad stuff so i was okay. but then the crate he was carrying got heavy so we had to let go of each other. when we got there we were attached again, but his counseler said to let go. sad
then later instead of free time it was the carnival. so naturally instead of doing the games and stuff, alex and i just walking around the camp and drank the soda he bought. then we got tired of walking and sat on the stairs by the tlc. a counseler said that we had to be more visible but we didn't move. then there was an anouncement saying that kids have to go in the tlc. this is when things got horrible. we went in and we sat against the wall. one of my cabin mates was honkin like a goose the night before so i was exttemely tired. i leaned against his shoulder and one of my legs was on one of his, looking really cuddly. then joe, one of the staff, said to seperate, so i moved a bit and said that i was really tired and he was all, okay fine whatever. when he looked away i put went back to cuddling with alex. then my cousine came over to us and was like, "you need to be two feet apart. i dont care if i'm your cousine, i'm staff you gotta listen to me. two feet apart." he didnt even ask, he was just shouting at me. because of that i didnt exactly respond the way i was supposed to. i told him to go away first and i moved a little bit away from alex and so issac, my cousin, went away. then i thought things were fine, but apparently we were weren't as far apart as he wanted so he stood between us and was like, "Jeusu needs space." (its a christian camp) "Jesus needs space." then i just snapped and said, "Jesus has a whole universe of space so stop being a d**k and go away!!!!" then alex bit him. then joe talked to alex to say to not bite people. but he had already bitten me like 10 times so it was kinda pointless. then there was like a ton of tension between us. i hated it. and i hated issac. i was miserable the rest of the day. i like, could not stop crying. then tamara, my counseler, told me that i should talk to issac and stuff and...she basically made me feel better. i wasn't crying because i couldn't hug alex and stuff, it was because issac really embarrassed me and really overreacted. if he had just asked calmly for us to seperate, then i wouldh't have reacted like that. everytime a counseler asked us calmly to seperate, we did. but because issac overreacted, i really caused some drama.
but dont worry, there's a happy ending. after breakfast it was dismissal and tacoma, where alex is from, had to leave first. before he left he gave me is number and email. and instead of going home i went to my cousins house and in the car i told him how i felt about what he did. he said he was sorry not too long ago and that he felt like a total idiot now because he did that. now that song from the movie Grease, "Summer Nights" is always playing in my head and on my mp3. and it makes a lot of sense now. well, i guess the good times out weigh the bad. it was a fun week. i cant believe it was just a week. it seems like it was longer. either way it was fun.
wemo-chyan · Sat Jul 21, 2007 @ 01:16am · 1 Comments |
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