So today was my last day with Justine. First, she, Lauren, and I tried to watch Chitty Chitty Bang Bang but couldn't finish it. It was way to stupid. Then we went to her place, intending to just walk her home, but ended up staying for hours. She and her mom started packing and Justine started crying from all the stress. Then, out of sympathy, I started crying, but then it hit me that she was leaving. Thursday. And I just lost it. Then Lauren lost it. We were all a mess. Then Justine's mom came up to me and said, "Oh you can still hang out with me." Then I said, "Don't make it worse!" and that diffused the tears. After we were done crying, we helped her pack and get the living room organized. Then we walked down to QFC to get stuff for smores. It is national smores day after all. whee When we got back we watched Law and Order until dinner. During the smore making and eating, we made a huge mess. It felt like we were in Jr. High again. We had so much fun. Then Justine's mom took us home and it was the perfect departing between me and Justine. She was sitting next to me in the back after we dropped off Lauren and she got out at my house. When we were done with our goodbyes, she got in the front. Before I could even get up to my door, Justine realized that she forgot to close the passenger door. I just cracked up. It was beyond perfect.
I'm really gonna miss her. I thought I was prepared for this day, but I was wrong. But, given this day and age, we can be in constant communication what with facebook and texting and such. But it's not the same.
I guess this is just another stepping stone of life. A crappy one that needs to disappear. crying
wemo-chyan · Wed Aug 11, 2010 @ 05:27am · 0 Comments |